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Thursday, February 11, 2010

I have a new boyfriend after being single for 8 months. :D

 

but I realized that I'm not sure how to have a relationship and not base it on lust. : /

 


Tuesday, January 12, 2010

I've lost weight! I'm so glad that my dress for my sister's wedding gets to be altered!

I joined the gym last week with two friends from work! So that's a great motivation!

I've been trying to eat better, but I've purged a few times this week. : /

I've also been taking some laxies.

I'm soo happy I'm feeling skinnier!

Now for a survey...or two.

Have you kissed anyone yet in 2010?
No :(


How many different people did you kiss last year?
Hmm, let me try and count...9


Are you happy the holidays are over or sad?
Meh whatever. I'm just sad that Elise had to go back to Indiana :(

Are you on a break for the holidays?
Yeah.

If so, when do you go back to work/school?
I go back the 19th

Would you say you have a 'type' when it comes to a significant other?
I guess, sorta. I like long-ish hair, a nice body, but not too muscular, more towards the 'rocker' type, idk I also have a weird thing for nerds.

What color eyes did the last person you kissed have?
Blue

Would you date someone who was younger than you?
Yeah, but not by too much.

What was the last movie that you watched?
The Seventh Sign


Have you consumed any alcohol recently?  If so, what kind?
A like 2 weeks ago we drank captain <3

Do you think you take too many pictures?
No

Are you unhealthily attached to your cell phone?
Yes, I freak out if it's not by me constantly.

What age do you feel is appropriate for one to have a cell phone?
Idk like middle school.

Do you still live with your parents?
Yes :/

How many children would you ideally like to have one day?
2-3


What did you eat for breakfast this morning?
an apple

Do you feel like the saying "New year, new me" is accurate?
I suppose. I'm working on not being a whore and improving my self-esteem.

Do you think you're pretty good at determining when someone is bullshitting you?
Yeah.

What color shirt are you wearing right now, and where is it from?
It's a black White Sox shirt<3 Iguchi. I got it for Christmas a few years ago from my then boyfriend.


What subject did you do best in most of your life in school?
English

Have you received a high school diploma yet?
Yes.


What is currently on your desk?  (If you're sitting at one)
A lot of stuff.

If you're not at a desk, what's around you?
-

Do you prefer writing with black or blue ink?
Blue.

What is a random lyric that has been stuck in your head?
"Ever since puberty, everybody stares at me, boys, girls, I can't help it baby"

<3 RENT

What is your major "goal" for 2010?
To get a good boyfriend and lose weight.

 

here's another....

Without saying names, what's two things about the last person you kissed?
He's blonde and likes cars a lot.

You open the door and it's Lil Wayne you:
idk ask why he's here?

Do you ever think about what went wrong in your last relationship?
Yes

Who is the next person you will kiss?
I have no idea.

Who were you last in a car with?
Myself

Who was the last person you physically hit?
Playfully? Elise. Wanting to hurt them? Matt.

Do you remember your very first kiss with the last person you kissed?
Yes

Do you think things will change in the next few months?
I sure hope so.

Were you single on your last birthday?
Yes'm

Last person you kissed on the lips said that you were the only one they wanted, would you believe them?
Umm probably not, but then again idk because he did say he was looking for a relationship.

What song are you currently listening to?
None

Is there a girl that knows everything or almost everything about you?
Yeah, there's two actually.

Have you cried this past week?
Yeah. I cried tonight.

Your girlfriend/boyfriend buys you flowers, you say?

Awe thank you! You're so sweet!

Have you told anybody you loved them today and meant it?
I haven't

Has the last person you kissed ever hurt you?
Well, he was kinda an asshole that night, but I'm over it.

If the last person you kissed saw you kissing someone else right now do you think they would be mad?
Nope.

Where is the person who has your heart at the moment?

Idk probably at home watching a movie or listening to music.

Something you really want right now?
For Julio to make plans with me and NOT break them!

Who was the last person to touch your stomach? why?
Idk, lol probably my niece the other night, because she's 3 and likes to crawl all over me.

Do you think anyone has feelings for you?

Idk I get mixed signals from Julio.

How many people can you trust with just about everything?
Maybe 3 or 4 people.

After breaking up, what's the worst part?
The depressed feeling.

Where is the one boy/girl you want to see the most right now?

At home watching TV

Do you think two people can last forever?
Yeah

Last time you laughed super hard? And why?
When I was with Elise and Debbie. Idk we're always laughing really hard at something.

Would it be weird if the last person you kissed called you?

Yeah, just a bit.

Do you currently have a hickey, if so where?
No, hickeys are gross.

Will you regret your next kiss?

Idk

The person you have the strongest feelings for dies, do you care?

Of course!  I'd be devastated.

Ever had a girl best friend?
Yeah

If Britney Spears came to your town, would you go see her concert?

Yeah

Who was the last person to leave you a comment?

On Facebook it was Tim


Would you prefer being locked in a room with your ex or your worst enemy?
My ex is my worst enemy, that also depends on which ex though I'd choose to be locked in a room with any other ex accept for my last.

If you had to choose between a million bucks or to be able to fly what would it be?
A million bucks!

Is there someone who continuously lets you down?
Meh, not really.

Someone says to you now, "lets go to a party and get trashed!" you say?
Let's go!

You find out your pregnant. What is your reaction?
I'd be so scared

If you had to sleep with one of your teachers from high school, who would it be?
Mmm Mr. Jacobek

When you buy something and your change is 2 cents, do you keep it or tell the cashier to keep it?
I keep it.

Do you have a ceiling fan in your room, and if so, is there dust on that fan?

No fan

Do you wear a name tag at work?

Yes I do.

What is in your pocket?
Nothing.

You never know what you got until you lose it? True or false?
TRUE!

Has anyone made you feel like crap lately for something you did?
Nope.

Are you nice to everyone?
Yeah

How's your life lately?
Could be better.

Does your mom like the last person you kissed?
I hate my mom and could care less what she thinks. And she's never met him.

Is it uncomfortable staring into the eyes of someone who likes you and you like back?

Maybe, like if we're in a relationship, no. Otherwise yes.

Is there anyone you would seriously punch right now if you had the chance?

Yes!

Have you held hands with somebody in the past three days?
Nope.

Does it bother you when people try to make you jealous?
Yes

Do you reply to all of your texts?
No. I don't reply to people I don't like.


 

 


Monday, January 04, 2010

I'm feeling like total shit. I have this urge to cut, which I haven't had in a long time.

I'm scared to go see a therapist again because I don't want to be on all those pills again : /


Wednesday, December 23, 2009

This is random, but oh well

I made an early New Year's resolution:

To not have meaningless sex anymore. Meaning, sex outside of a committed relationship.

One of my friends *cough* Elise *cough* made me realize I'm a whore and that it may be the reason I can't find a good relationship.

So from this day on, I will resist! lol

 

 


Sunday, December 13, 2009

I actually had a fun day at work! lol I broke 2 spray bottles and busted a bottle of Snapple. Plus everyone was in a good mood and made me happy :D

This guy, Alex, that I work with asked me for my number today, and texted me that me and him should hang out soon. I thought this was so random considering we never talked before. He's pretty cute though, not gonna lie. lol

I didn't get to hang out with my crush :/ he didn't text me. Instead my friend Helen and I went to Starbucks and studied for our history final tomorrow. That was fun...lol

 

B- Nothing

L- Half of the Snapple that I busted

D- Hot cocoa

:D I kept it under 500 today! 

I just feel I'm going to gain a lot of weight back now that I drive everywhere, I never walk places anymore. asdsdfjifjk :/

I hope all of you are doing well and keeping up with your goals! <3 Stay strong!

 



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My name is Valerie [Calorie] I am 18 years old. Height: 5'6

Beginning Weight: 182
Current Weight:Check posts
GOAL Weight: 115 or less

Weight Goals:

130
125
120[bikini]
115
110[new clothesss!]
105
100[new everything.]

I want:

No fat in the face
Bony wrists Flat abs
Gap between thighs
Thin arms
Collar bones showing Hip bones showing
No back fat
A tiny butt
size 1 or 0 jeans

My boyfriend to be able to pick me up without trembling.
People to say " you're looking skinny."
Size-Goals:

Jeans
CURRENT:Size 9 br> Wants sizes:
3,1 and 0

Shirts
I'm currently a size medium. :( Wanting an extra small closet!

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